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Saccharine Dream

from Autonomy by Secret Shame

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lyrics

Void of schism
Splitting apart like you do
When you’re left alone,
And frightened, and inside of yourself
Call it wisdom
When you’re sick, broken and sad
And the substance of your sickness
Is the last thing that you can hold

Was I supposed to know
I would only break myself
Trying not to die, but every moment
Spent trying to live like someone else?

Soulless after that
Moment where she saw something
Difficult about her body
It’s my own voice in my head
And telling my mind
“Duality is fine
You’re imperfect
Imperfect”
Oh, it’s not my fault

I know I’ll be dead one day,
But I can’t be alive right now
Trying not to lie, but every moment
Spent not being true to myself

Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart

Shatter
Bending matter
Turn to dust,
Dissipate under the weight
Of this interior enigma
I’m imperfect without her
Without her
Without her
Without her

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from Autonomy, released October 28, 2022

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