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Color Drain

from Autonomy by Secret Shame

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lyrics

I’m alive
But is the life in me?
Pink reality and not wanting
To be touched
To be seen, to be held
End it all
Inside her body I’m a stowaway
Her sharp heart
And darkened states of mind
Give pain
Then take
It away

Then what should I do?
Feeling high
Sometimes she steers you
To being alone
Time and time I try to stand up
For myself
But it never helps

And I
And I sometimes really see her there
Outside of myself
Since I was young
But at the very least
Now I know I can
Feign
Being sane

Why do I romanticize my own problems?
Cause It only helps to hurt when you’re in pain
Do I romanticize my own trauma?
Does it help to hurt when you’re in pain?

And when you drain
The color out
Of yourself
Does everyone fail you?
Or do you just want them to save you?
Oh you have to decide
If anyone tries to
Oh you have to decide
If you’ll let them help you

Why do I romanticize my own problems?
Cause It only helps to hurt when you’re in pain
Do I romanticize my own trauma?
Does it help to hurt when you’re already in pain?
Either way
When you’re in pain, you’re in pain
You’re in pain

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from Autonomy, released October 28, 2022

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